Sometimes I drive myself nutty by the fact that I seem to be at one extreme or the other emotionally! Today, I am feeling so positive about all aspects of my life. Financially, emotionally, physically, you name it and I feel good about it! Not that I couldn't feel better about all aspects but in general, I'm feeling very good today. Day before yesterday, it was a different story! I know something that contribute to those swings and I need to keep that in mind at all times. I struggle so with wanting immediate gratification and then I wind up in that downward spiral. Here are some things I'm grateful for this morning:
1) My money is in good shape and I've worked on my money plans for 2012.
2) I phsycially feel good!
3) Aunt Adell came through her surgery with a good report yesterday.
I do worry about Kathy and David though. Different reasons to worry. I fear that Kathy will have a hard time recovering physically from the pneumonia. I worry about David's financial situation and wish it seemed like he and Deb were more united. I think she spends about as much time in Jeff City now than she did before her Dad passed. I wish she seemed more devoted to her husband and home. However, I do know that living with my brother would not be an easy thing to do so I can't judge what goes on at their house. I wish I were in the position to help David more. I don't know that he's been able to prepare for retirement financially and it seems that he feels he has to continue working. I don't want to be in that spot. I don't want to retire and have to eat cat food and I feel I've got 10 years to really ramp up my preparations. I do need to stay the course I have planned. That's the best thing I can do.
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