Well obviously I haven't done well at posting every day this month! I do still post on the WW site and I post on the DPL site almost every day so I'm going to give myself a break. Not being perfect about my tracking but again, I'm doing better than I was. I'm a process!
I visited Beaver Dam Baptist Church this past Sunday! I've been at Central for 21 years and I have grown increasingly dissatisfied. I just have no zeal or passion for anything that I've been doing and missing church was becoming easier to do each week! I talked with Carolyn about it and she helped me put things into perspective. I'd been struggling because I felt guilty in light of support that I've received over the years. Some of the support was given because that was their job - ie coming to Mom and Dad's funerals, etc... I want to WANT to go to church. I'm not sure what I'll wind up doing but I have found myself looking forward to going back to BD next Sunday. Haven't looked forward to going to church in a long time! I tend to be more comfortable with traditional conservative views and I'll be interested to see if BD is more in line with that. I don't know that I've ever felt completely ok with women in the ministry or as deacons. I also loved the fact that the whole church family was in one service. The music was a nice blend of traditional and contemporary.
I took off 3 days from work giving myself a nice long weekend. It was fabulous to be lazy and really get some rest. I could get into being retired with no problem I believe!
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