Self Examination

I'm in an introspective mood this morning.  I was looking at the title of my blog and wondering "Am I TRULY finding my way?" or am I just kind of floating along though life at the whim of the current.  I struggle sometimes with wondering what my worth is and why I am here.  If I'm still alive in 20 or 30 years, will I look back and feel that I contributed something to the world around me?  These are the kind of crazy thoughts that get in my head and just swirl around dragging me deeper and deeper into the blues.  I am really tired of my life and the rut I've gotten in to.  I know WHAT to do, now I have to DO IT!