Fear

I went for my annual mammogram last Friday.  The tech didn't seem to be concerned about anything so I thought all was good.  I got a call yesterday telling me that the radiologist saw something suspicious and they wanted me to come back in for another view and an ultrasound.  I've had scares before but I somehow always knew that all was ok.  Today I feel differently.  I don't know if God is preparing me for a battle or if I'm just feeling fearful because as I get older, my risk increases.  I go back in this morning.  I'm hoping to know something soon.  I told the ladies in my Sunday school class as well as the friends on the WW board.  I decided not to tell anyone else or tell my family because there is simply nothing they could do.  I just want some info and then I'll go from there.